Green Apple

There is no meaning in life! Worrying about it is meaningless, therefore a waste of time. There is no beginning to life, and there is no end to it. It's just a constant flow of music, perhaps someone is playing a piano!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

پارسی

نوشتن، و باز نوشتن و باز هم نوشتن. این نوشتن برای چیست؟ زمانی بود که رویای نویسنده بودن را به دوش می کشیدم. و آرزو داشتم با این استعدادی که از کودکی تلاش به تقویتش کردم به قله ای از افتخار و شکوه برسم. اما این رویا سالهاست که در کنج ذهن من تنها نشسته و خاک می خورد. هر روزی را که در این کشور، دور از زادگاهم می گذرانم از اصلیت خویش دورتر می شوم. من تغییر کرده ام. آنچه که زمانی برایم افتخار بود تبدیل شد به ننگ و آنچه را که خوار می پنداشتم اکنون زندگی من است. اما یک چیز هنوز در من مانده. عشق من به زبان فارسی. و فقط و فقط برای اوست که می نویسم. دیگر نمی توانم به خودم اجازه فکر کردن به این زبان دلبر را به دهم و در عشقش گم شوم. امیدوارم در دنیا روزی بیاید که همه به توانند به زبان اول خود با هم سخن بگوییند

...!با اجازه

Friday, September 24, 2010

consequences

Living is not only about making the choices, It's about understanding them. The pattern is simple: Standing between choices, making the choice, feeling the consequences, understanding the choice, Facing the consequences. I'm facing the last part right now!!!! There is no right or wrong choice, it's just the moment, and the stream of consciousness that made you make that choice. Everything else is immaterial.

An interesting point: The main thing that we need to learn in out sociology class is SOCIOLOGICAL IMAGINATION. Thanks Mr.Ezati :)

Nature has a very strange way of paying back.

Good luck!...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Orgin

It's funny how people around you would vanish when you mention you are Iranian!! But why wouldn't I stop mentioning it? Does it really matter?

خیلی جالبه که وقتی می گی ایرانی هستی کسایی که اطرافتن خود به خود پراکنده می شن! پس چرا من هنوز اصرار دارم که بگم ایرانی هستم؟ واقعا مهم هست که من ایرانیم؟


Monday, September 6, 2010

Choices

Life is based on nothing, but our choices! But a choice would not change anything unless you understand why did you make it. There is only one way to understand life, UNDERSTANDING OURSELVES!

Good Luck!...

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Helping

Can someone please tell me why do I fail at helping other people? Every time I try, they tell me to shut up. When someone feel bad and ask for my help, I will try to help them to face his/her problem alone. And every single time I make them so angry that they want me to leave. What should I do? We are alone in this world; either we face our problems alone or we have to beg others for the rest of our life. There isn't any choice! We are destined to be alone. But it is hard when I can't help the people I care about. What should I tell them? Lies; I'm sorry to hear that; are these enough? It's not enough for me!!!!

Good bye!...